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I'm scared of going outside, no I'm not telling that because I'm a lonely person.. I'm 22 years old and was always brilliant in thinking and doing tasks, my family members called me a rocket. Today I'm also rocket as they say but I'm empty in my brain. I wake up morning and go to bed at night feeling all the damned brain tiredness, like a low battery mode. I used to enjoy everything, but now I feel, I see and I smell from my old experience, not "right here, right now". I feel like one day I left day/month/year calendar and I'm doing everything automatically.
sex: male, age:22, study: university 4th year, activities: doing pilates, past medicine history: nose plastic surgery (for breathing and shape improvement)
I could say that everyday I could have feel 2 conditions: feeling bad or the worst.. I feel like my brain wants to go to toilet or to bed.. I talk with others automatically, but I did it with great pleasure in the past.
I smoke cigarette, twice or triple times I've tasted weed and once bio-weed in my life. I don't get drugs or some depression or antibiotics, I'm all clean. I didn't damaged my brain, once was a light car accident hit by car but nothing special, it was 3 years and some months ago but I felt excellent then. I've had unprotected sex only once with one girl (oral way) and was feeling healthy after that fact.
It started past summer. Maybe it started after worrying a lot about some diseases - lung cancer (because of smoking cigarette), I don't know I'm at some level anxious and worry person and maybe thats why it started but I don't know.
Done brain tomography, thyroid check, blood check. They came with healthy results. I'm going now to scan my lungs to calm down at once because I worry often about my lungs.
Anyway could anyone help me what can make my brain so tired all the time 12/12 day and help because it's going to ruin my life and I feel like I want to kill myself because since the summer almost everyday seems the same with no progress, I can't recover after my sleep but a little bit progress when I sleep sometimes midday, when I'm at home, but it's a little bit.
Thanks all in advance,
Please be close to topic and give me some helpful information
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