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My life isn't exciting, and I want it to be, however unrealistic that might be right now.
My 'friends' seem to have forgotten I exist...They go out to all kinds of things without inviting me. Petty, perhaps, to moan about this, but surely you would invite ALL your friends if you were having some big friendly meet up?
And, granted, none of them have any idea what's going on with me...I've managed to keep from them that I'm depressed (they just think that I'm moody and occasionally don't want to see anyone...they see me so little these days, it's easy to not let them know), and none know I'm on antidepressants. So why should they take care of me?
But I can't help feeling alone and abandoned, and I don't know what I've done to deserve this. What is it about me that makes people hate me so much?
Maybe I'm just the type of person who should become a hermit, so no-one ever has to suffer being around her.
I feel really bad right now. I just want to curl up and make it all go away. I've been getting worse lately. I don't know what to do.
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