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Since all this started with my anemia, I’ve lost 11 pounds in 3 weeks. Before that I’d been losing but dieting too off and on and staying the same for days at a time but as soon as my first bloodwork showed anemia, it started to go down. Some days I eat high calorie foods and I might stay the same but overnight I lose 2 . I thought I ate good yesterday cause I had more appetite but I added it up and it was 1300 and something calories. So I guess it makes sense but my mind is convinced I have colon cancer. No blood in the stool and I had a negative fecal test but a week or so ago I had burning diarrhea and there was a little blood on the paper. None in stool. I figured it was sensitive tissue from diarrhea but now.... I’m convinced it’s colon cancer. Or something along those lines. I can’t relax or calm down .No way to get anti anxiety meds, can’t distract myself. I feel so alone. No friends or SO. Parents just want me to positive and don’t believe anything can be wrong but I’m just so fixated. I have a therapy appt next week and supposed to be getting a colonoscopy and endoscopy sometime, maybe next week. But how do I get through today?
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