Feeling sorry for myself
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I am going to lung doc in a few weeks and hopefully starting pulminary rehab. But all I can think is: you are 29 yrs old, you idiot, you ruined your life and now you only have 15 yrs left, maybe. Sorry for the pity party, I just needed to say that.
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aitarg35939 Bluberripenguin
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monoloc Bluberripenguin
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louise21112 Bluberripenguin
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terri69807 louise21112
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I used to have panic attacks also, it's been months since I've had one.
I wasn't making myself have them I was having them because I couldn't breathe! Being diagnosed with COPD is not the end of the world, as many older people on this forum will attest to. Stop smoking and try to have a positive attitude. There are many people on this forum with valuable info, tips, etc. You will be fine Bluberripenguin.
louise21112 terri69807
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hypercat Bluberripenguin
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deanne77778 Bluberripenguin
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Please don't think I condone smoking but I am a filthy smoker and I started when I was 10 years old and I'm now 70. I enjoy my ciggies, I am addicted to them and of course it's a habit. I was diagnosed with asthma in 2001 and I didn't go to the clinics for reviews. However, in March of this year I was told I had COPD after being tested and I had sciatica and was prescribed Co-codamol and I later found out that they should not be taken by the elderly (which I will not admit to being by the way) or to patients with breathing problems. I was very poorly and lost a stone in weight. I have now recovered and after having my inhalers changed, I feel better than ever and rarely have to use my reliever. I still smoke 20 ciggies a day as I CANNOT give up but what I'm trying to say is that docs have to blame smoking, they have very little time to give their patients, but there are many other pollutants, mostly traffic fumes and rape seed pollen to name just a couple. Don't despair, COPD can be controlled, I certainly live a normal life but I have to say I don't suffer as badly as most people on this forum. Do give up smoking of course. You are very young and you have certainly not ruined your life. God Bless and I wish you all the very best.
Vee2 Bluberripenguin
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It was a pity party going on in your head for sure and not only that you were feeding yourself inaccurate negative input, definitely not advisable
Hope all goes well with your PR, if you haven't already been tested, check with the consultant or GP if you can be tested for alpha1 antytripsin deficiency, and definitely kick the cigs into touch. That way you improve your chances of living beyond 'your pity' expectations as you will have a better quality of life than those with COPD who are still smoking have.
Best wishes V
https://patient.info/health/alpha-1-antitrypsin-deficiency-leaflet
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