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I've had major depression for well over a year and I hit crisis point back in June this year. I was admitted to a mental health ward after trying to end things! it was a horrendous experience one that I wish never to go through again!! so the only why I can make sure of this is by not telling the truth about how I really feel. and if I ever find the courage to do it again then ill make double sure no one stops me.
this evening I felt really bad and all that was on my mind was death, who could I tell?
the crisis team? yeah right!
the GP? no way! one call to the crisis team and ill be on the ward!
111? the same, on the ward!
the Samaritans, they don't work for me.
my boss, don't think so some how, I'd have the local police breaking down my door.
lets say the ward is the right place for me but if I end up their id have to take more sick leave and that would lead to me losing my job, then where would that put me??????
I either live a horrid, sad, pointless life or end it for real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What other options do I have?
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