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my hearts been suffering for so long.. i just want to put an end to the suffering. i can’t even have one good day, something always happens.. something always hurts me, someone always hurts me.. my heart has started to physically hurt again. i can’t take a breath without feeling like my heart is about to break into pieces, or take a breath and not feel like i’m about to burst out into tears.. it’s so hard to convince myself that being alive is better off than not being alive. i feel like i’m trapped inside this thing called “life” and i can’t escape, the only way to “escape” is by ending it all.. i keep thinking about it, i keep thinking that if i just do it i don’t have to hurt anymore, suffer anymore, i don’t have to feel anything anymore.. i feel like i’ve been eternally drowning and i won’t ever make it to the surface.. this world.. it is so exhausting, life is so exhausting.. i’m so exhausted.
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