Finding it so hard to shake the Codiene.... please help!
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Hi peoples
Well its day three of cutting back... and i am not hving much fun.
I have gone to the doctors to get some codiene without iboprphen and the one i found was not interested... will try another doc today.
I went to the australian anti drug service and they are looking at my situation and are coming up witha plan for me.
Man the withdrawls are not fun. Was really anxious and teary last night. My wife has no idea about what I am struggling with....
I am down to around 70 tablets a day from 90.... but I want to get it down to 60 a day as soon as i can...
i so wish i never found codiene. I didn't set out to be an addict... i guess none of us do. I just want to be free of this stuff.
Feeling really alone today....
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anna_34674 zanojo
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Firstly, well done in cutting down. I really understand how difficult it is. It's great that you have gone to a drug and alcohol clinic. I am waiting to see the pain clinic than drug and alcohol are going to prescribe me methadone, did they discuss any treatments with you. I'm sure things will come together, I've had a few times when I've relapsed, my GP has given me codeine phosphate but at a lower level. I've actually got the sweats today and I feel edgy as I haven't had any today. I'm.trying to get some as Dr didn't prescribe me any yesterday x
Drew1961 anna_34674
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jojojojojo zanojo
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I hear ya. Been on the stuff for years also.
I've tried and tried to give it up, just one more box, one more week.
Your doc should be helping. You can just go to ED. You'll need s blood test.
Does your wife not know?
WilRo jojojojojo
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jojojojojo WilRo
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It's hard.
Everyday I want to stop.
Everyday
anna_34674 zanojo
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Yesterday I was stupid and took too many of my codeine phosphate, 16 in total. I started itching but really severe, I then couldn't breathe properly, I was wheezing, now I feel bruised all over but especially my eyes. Has anyone else had this???? I was so frightened, I thought I was going to die xxxx
robert20969 anna_34674
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robert20969
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WilRo anna_34674
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You should be really careful doing that unless you know your tolerance very well. Can I ask why you took so many? Was it to manage pain or feed the addiction? Not that it really matters but the approach to stop it happening again does.
Severe itching can be a side effect of codeine and breathing difficulties can be a very bad result of overdose. In your case because you mentioned wheezing I think it might just be anxiety kicking in from a higher dose. In saying that, if you feel as though your breathing has been compromised in any was, go to a doctor. Respiratory depression is a life threatening result of opiate overdose.
I don't experience trouble breathing after taking codeine as my tolerance is so high now. I take 3-4 times as much as you (bad hey) over the course of a day. I've already written here what happened to me so you could look at my post history to find out, but I did go through the worst case scenario of abusing my codeine delivery pills (ibuprofen).
Are you at the point where you want to quit or was your post generally limited to the question of whether other people have experienced chest tightness and breathing difficulties?
anna_34674 WilRo
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I've been to drug and alcohol who.are going to be putting me on methadone. I was taking nearly 24 nurofen plus in one go.
The codeine phosphate was from my GP who.is aware of my addiction but he said he would rather take codeine phosphate pure then having nurofen.
I've never been.so frightened. I've taken.say.14 in one go but not 16. I just felt so depressed. I can't function without it.
I'm so ashamed plus I have a 16 month old
:-( xx
WilRo anna_34674
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The very first thing I want to say to you is that there is nothing to be ashamed of, nothing. On top of that, you are here actively seeking help/assistance from people in similar situations which proves you want to better yourself and do the right thing by your child. That's highly commendable, not something to be ashamed of.
Your GP did the right thing by giving you codeine phosphate so you don't do further intestinal damage, they won't prescribe codeine in Australia, the doctors would rather have me eating 90 ibuprofen tablets per day.
If you don't feel as though you can fully trust yourself yet with a large supply of codeine, is there someone you can trust to hand out your daily supply rather than you consumiihalf a box? Your chemist should be able to set you up so that you have to visit ea h morning to get your daily limit. Please don't take offence, these are just random ideas about managing the amount of tablets you want to take.
anna_34674 WilRo
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No offence at all. He already only gives 16 every two days but I think getting them daily is better.
I thought last night I could die and my poor little boy would be alone.
I just feel like I'm dicing with death.
I've never been so terrified as I was yesterday.
I suffer from PTSD and take them now to calm me although I'm also on tramadol and even abuse them as they calm me.
I feel guilty.
Thank you for your support.
Anna xx
WilRo anna_34674
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Stay in touch. I hoping the best for you. I have 2 young children, a boy and girl. When I was rushed to hospital a couple of months ago they are what I thought about the most. I have been to so many doctors and drug and alcohol councillors in the last month I'm finally getting help.
I want to be a good role model for my children and a better husband to my wife
WilRo anna_34674
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anna_34674 robert20969
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Thanks for your reply.
I have never felt so frightened. I am used to taking say up to 22 nurofen plus a day but I have sometimes taken the codeine phosphate the Dr prescribed me too often. He only prescribes 16 every two days and as I was stressed and feeling low I took the lot. I've done it before but never been this I'll.
I just couldn't breathe at all, it stopped after a few minutes but then came back.
The itching was like something I've never experienced before and even my eye balls inched and now my head and eyes feel bruised.
Every time I tried walking it just felt like I was about to collapse.
I'm so frightened xx