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My depression is mostly caused by others, I imagine it's the same with most of us, however I've recently found my self toying with the idea of cutting out the parasites that cause this feeling I've completely removed them from my life but feel the urge for revenge so compelling (like it will some how cure my depression if they pay the ultimate price for placing me in such low points I tried to kill myself so many times ( seems the powers that be are determined to make me suffer) and who says to kill is wrong? What because our society has decided it well mammels kill each other they have done for years infact we wouldn't be here at all if our species was as civilised as we are now!! Now I feel I either need help with coming to terms with what's gone on or deal with the thoughts somehow it's become scary as I can rationalize and justify taking revenge has anyone ever had anything like this
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