Found out I had genital herpes on my 18th birthday
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I've only had sex with three guys in my life.. All of who I trusted and spent at least a few months with before I actually laid down with them. And about two days before my 18th I started to notice symptoms. I went to the doctor and they nocholantly told me I had herpes. I got the confirmation call about three days ago.
I can't stop crying. I feel so helpless and I felt so dirty when I had to go back and tell my past partners what I had. And you know what each of them said? "You didn't get it from me". They judge me. And I feel so alone.
I thought that after the first gential outbreak it's supposed to go away but about two weeks after i took medication it broke out again. Now I'm breaking out on my mouth. So I have gential and oral herpes at the age of 18.
Can someone please tell me how to make this situation better? Because now all I can think about is that I'll never get to have romance, a family.. I'll never get to kiss my baby sisters forehead because I'll give her herpes.. I feel so dirty and alone and I need help in suppressing the outbreaks or at least help in accepting that I have it.
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