From depression to a personality disorder
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I have recently been seen by the crisis intervention home treatment team, I was initially diagnosed with depression NOS by my gp then following a suicidal episode I was referred to CIHT who is been seeing for just over 2 months and have disclosed information I have never before, I am self harming on a daily basis, taking small overdoses and have moments of semi psychosis at railway stations. Yesterday I was informed they now think I have a personality disorder, and there is an 18 month waiting list to get this confirmed. I just really want to know how to help myself as much as possible because Ijust want to destroy my self. Any information on personality disorders would also be helpful from an experience point of veiw (I've already read most of what is on the internet)
Thanks in advance
Natalie
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katylynn natalie29844
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grandmaw natalie29844
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I do advise that you dont read to much on it especially on the internet as I know I did once and you then get into all sorts of imaginations of what you have and what you are suffering from especially with mental health it is best to leave it with the experts. I hope this has helped a bit I know how frustrating it all is especially if this is the first time you have suffered from depression. Try not taking small amounts of extra tablets you will feel better by not doing that and please stay away from railway stations I hope I dont come across to bossy but just trying to help you and keep you safe. Just keep talking on this site and hopefully others will be able to help you. Good luck, and keep talking we all know what it is like with depression I have suffered from it over 30 years and still its on going but thats me not you so hopefully you will recover quickly. take care Natalie
natalie29844
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grandmaw natalie29844
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route to work, which is ok as long as you are not thinking of jumping, just think of the driver and the people who also is waiting for the trains. I know you are only 18 but just think if you get the right diagnoses you will on your way to recovery because at least you will get the right meds to help you. You are doing well looking positive thats good, keep going and just write on here if you need someone to talk to, thinking of you
grantbond1991 natalie29844
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It feels like there is a demon in my mind but it is my own voice controlling it.. Every emotion I have thought always turns out to be me going mad as my mind is screaming at me