Gastritis, ulcers,HPylori will I ever be like normal folk

Im having an endoscopy today . Ive had digestive issues for years and have been on esomeprazole for 20 years when they found 2 ulcers. I always tested negative for H Pylori until recently when they told me ( from a poo test) that I was positive with a high reading . I had the 2 anti bi treatment and doubled my esomeprazole 4 weeks ago . I do not feel better but worse . I have stomach pain, no appetite , nausea , dry heaving . i am fed up of how this has restricted and ruined things over the years. It has ruined holidays abroad where Ive stayed in our rooms , not wanted to go out to eat . constantly weighing up where Im going to dash to be sick when I feel nauseous . I look at menus for the least line of resistance . we cant celebrate . I feel guilty that my husband constantly has to be deprived of normal things because of me. I'm 65 was trendy , hair nails clothes etc but Ive given up now because we don't go out apart from walking the dogs , so no-one sees me. When they find something today at the endoscopy , nothing will change will it ? I'm so fed up .

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