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I wrote on here last week that i had walked away from my alcoholic friend who refuses to get professional help like going into Rehab for his addiction and I know I did the right thing. Yes I have spotted him around at times drinking even more now. He is back on his nasty bottles of cider instead of his weak cans of larger so he is even worse then ever. He has tried to talk me and told me that he will be off it all soon because he has a plan coming up that he will be working soon with a friend to make money and that will take alcohol of his mind. I dont beleive that for a start and know its not as simple as that when you are addicted to alcohol. He knows he has hurt me a lot in the past too because I did like him a lot, but knew it wasnt right with him having an addiction and im not a drinker at all. But leaving 2 minutes away from him isnt easy when i spot him all the time. When he has been drunk he has given me so many mixed messages, then told me different that he just likes me as a friend. So thats another reason why i walked away from him too. But this last week to numb the pain I have taken a few codine pain killers which have helped but i know that can be dangerous too and can lead to an addiction too. So i have started to see a psychotherapist to help me deal with this sitution. Its expensive like £50 for an hour once a week but i believe it will help. At this moment in time, all I have done is blame myself for wasting to much time and energy over someone who said they wanted help to stop drinking and all along, they never bothered. In the end they just hurt me and it became to much. I hate the fact that iv done this now and its annoying that i still have to bump into this person who knows exactly how i feel about this, but acts like everything is still ok when its not.
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