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Three months ago i thought it would be a good idea to wean myself off cit as id been on it 5 years, gained weight, lost my sex drive and couldn't even remember the last time i felt 'excited' or elated about anything. My emotion were pretty much flat line... steady and non descript. My husband supported me and i weaned off over 4 weeks and two weeks after that i took on a new full time job, after being happily reclusive for the duration of my medication. Oh boy... a month later ive had to quit that job as I'm now experiencing the most intense bout of a\d ive ever had =( its all come back full force...relentless complete with intrusive and suicidal thoughts. I need to get back on my meds but as it stands i have a gross phobia of being sick and a fear of the side affects making me worse. I can't cope at the moment, cant get out to see a doctor either. I need some strength from somwhere... i can't believe i ever thought it would be ok coming off them =(
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