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My mum is back in my life after 10 years, unfortunately my step dad died in April from cancer was very hard to watch. So I knew I had to help me mum, I done the best I could for her sorted out all her fiances decorated her flat. But nothing good enough for her, she hasn't been the best of mothers in fact she is not a nice person. Her partner left her in 33 thousand pounds worth of debt. Which is everyone else's thought apart from there's, she talks to me horrible, my husband said to me how can you let her talk to you like that. I said she has no one now so I can't walk away. The mental abuse I had when I was a kid has come back and now am 48. I can feel this depression coming back with vengeance, I cry all the time the pressure she puts on me is unreal. And I k ow if he didn't die she still wouldn't of had anything to do with me. So much happened as a kid into adult hood with me mum, that I can't go into to. She talks to everyone like there bit of dirt, so embarrassing and she's always been like that. Am not sure how am gonna cope with it all, how can you love someone and don't like them at the same time. Am so gutted me step dad died coz now iam living in a nightmare. It's horrible to say but my mum is not a nice person to anyone. She always put her men before me and me brother. But now she's on her own, she is constant on with me. And all I wanna do is runaway
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