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Basically, I hadn't see these people in a few months, like they are friends, but obviously with anxiety just didn't want to go out, anyway, one of the friends got in contact with me, another one had before but I just didn't want to go, but this other friend coaxed me, because like it's a catch 22 situation - I don't want to go outside and meet them (they're in a town about a 20 min drive away) but I don't want to lose them as friends...
Anyway, the friend who tried to contact me before is planning a party tonight, and wants me to come - and I am sweating and feeling sick and everything, and I don't know what to say without out right trying to help him understand how crippling social anxiety can be. It's so wierd, because I helped said friend out this morning, including driving her somewhere I hadn't been, and I was fine, then a couple hours later, massive feeling of "I need to get out of here" came over me, I made up an excuse, and here I am, sweating over my next move. God, I hate this
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