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After suffering many years of mental health issues, vasts amounts of medications, stints in psychiatric wards, professional help from psychiatrists, councillors etc etc my stress, anxiety, paranoia and other issues coming together, a letter from the deposit has just undone all the work that has been done? I cannot sit in rooms full of people, and in past even become violent to leave that environment as claustrophobic panic stricken etc, I now here I have to visit a medical assessment centre, my worse fear of all, I have taken all medication to alleviate stress today, why can't they assess me in my own home? I was going to end my life before but my psychiatrist has kindly said he will write and advise assessment be at home, let's hope this happens or I swear, my death will be by fire and I will do it in the office I'm made to go through for assessment? I am ready to die yet again only now I have a purpose, no one else should be made to suffer the anguish I'm going through, im happy to be assessed but It is impossible for me to go miles on buses and sit in a room with many others, I would rather die
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