Had my period 8 times this month -emotional connection

history: 5 years ago, I had my period, with what I considered to be my usual heavy flow for 2 years straight. talk about depressing.

suddenly it just stopped, and I have had an irregular period ever since. it regulated a bit the past 1.5 years, and then suddenly it was off and on for a few months, light flow, heavy flow, a week, a few days. then, about 1.5 months ago, I had a 2 weeker. and then a week later I had a 1 weeker. and then ever since for the past 3 weeks, I've had my period everytime i get heavily emotional. my boyfriend pointed out that whenverni was having absolutely insanely psychology damaging days I would suddenly Pop a period for about 12 hours and then it would go away for a day or so until I had a bad day again.

lets just say I have a lot more bad days than good recently because ive counted having my "period" at least 8 times this month. all heavy flow. (sorry for tmi)

I refused to go to the doctor because I've always been heavy set and my last doctor, who i dealt with during my 2 years of crimson fun was disinterested, sent me for blood tests and an ultrasound, both of which came back without any red flags apparently, and I have a history of being told "you have this problem because you're fat".

i more or less am making this post because im at the end of my rope and don't trust doctors enough to even ask for a prescription of birth control. so /end rant.

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