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So I'm actually only 12 and this is weird, but here goes: My dad abused me.
Simple. When people in class are jerks, or i'm really anxious, or someone says something even slightly related to the thing, I get flashbacks. Not just remembering that it happened, but vivid mental recreations of it. Like it's happening all over again. Intense, wide-eyed fear, a few minutes of what could only be described as anxiety, sadness, regret and melancholy duct-taped together, and then.... Nothing. No sadness. No happiness. No anger. But not in like the Buddhist kind of way. More like the sociopath kind of way. Is that depression? I'm not sure. Sometimes I just want to end it because I'm worried of what'll happen if it spirals out of control.
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