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Hi everyone, hope you are all coping well. I am ok during the day despite the constant pressure pain in my bottom. But at night the demons come and start to nag at me. Has anyone else experienced these bad feelings when they are alone.I had the mood swings on and off thankfully mainly off post op but they stopped at 6 weeks. Now these are really bad about my body image. My specialist has encouraged me to use vitamin e oil night and day and oestrogen cream daily for the night forthight , the twice a week as my perineum skin is very thin and stetched especailly on one side. He showed me in a mirror so I could pay extra attention to that side. He also wants me to start back on my kegals which I am trying cant feel any tightening at all at the moment but it was like that last time and they worked really well in the end.Ever since he showed me and I have to look down there to do the massage I look so damaged and deformed that I no longer feel like a women. The thought of sex is so unbearable as I am still in pain down there and yet I feel like I am letting my hubby down badly. In desperation I looked up treatments for thickenering of the skin down there and apart from the oestrogen cream laser surgery came up? Has anyone had this done to help soften or reshape scar. I am really worried about tearing my perineum as the scar skin is so thin and very short. Appreciate any help
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