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Hello ladies. I feel like a moan today. My sleep pattern is disrupted, largely due to having to get up a couple of times a night to go to the loo. I start to hurt if my bladder is full. I am tired. Probably why I feel the need to moan today. I don't have severe pain but rather period like cramps. It feels as though I have had a permanent period since my surgery, just without the bleeding. Although the pain is less than the pain I had prior to the surgery so that is a plus. My scar is itchy, not infected but a little red in places. There is a hard line above the incision and I have no idea if that is normal or not. My stomach is sensitive to touch and now my back is killing me. I am convinced that if I cough or laugh too hard, that everything is going to fall out of my vagina TMI. I haven't been quite so focused on that area of my anatomy since puberty. I haven't heard anything from the consultant or gp regarding my test results. I am assuming that means that no nasties were found but considering the speed with which they arranged the hysterectomy following very high CA125 results, I am really very keen to know. And my house is a tip. Why does no one other than myself notice that the bathroom floor needs cleaning? Almost 5 weeks after my surgery I am thoroughly fed up. I kept my ovaries so I don't think that the funk can be due to hormones but I suppose they could still be a little shocked. I know that I am lucky that I have had a good recovery with no set backs and I feel very petty moaning considering some of the problems that others are having to deal with. I just don't feel like me.
Sorry for being so negative and inflicting this on you all, but hopefully I will feel a bit better now I have got it off my chest.
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