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I’ve had healthy anxiety pretty much all my life i’m 26 years old but the past year it has been on a different level! i think it’s probably because i’m getting older and things can go wrong in the body and because i’ve partied so hard since i was about 18 i’ve taken drugs drank and smoked! Also because i do have so many symptoms that i have been to the doctors about numerous times and had blood tests urine test ekg monitor. all came back fine apart from ekg which was normal but had begign palpitations which he said was nothing to worry about. My symptoms are mad bowel movements like all different colours, diareah, loose, thin blah blah you name it! doctors said ibs though but i just am
not convinced i’m convinced i’ve got bowel cancer or pancreatic cancer or liver or kidney failure! Not only that though i am constantly checking my heart beat and pulse and i am scared i’m just gonna have a heart attack at any moment! especially when sometimes my heart sounds weird or sounds softer like harder to feel or beats too hard. My hands and feet tingle but mainly on my left side so i think i have neuropathy or something wrong with my brain or a blood clot or something! i even went to the doctors thinking my eyes were yellow and i was convinced they were yellow! everybody was looking at me like my family and friends like i was a weirdo telling me they wasn’t but i was convinced they was! it’s acutally mad! also my muscles in my legs, arms and anus twitch but they twitch randomly and all over! my stomach twitches too and i often get a sharp pain in the right side of my chest but it feels more like it’s in my pec muscle! i’ve got a bruising feeling on one of my vertebrae’s but can only feel it when i bend down or lean back which convinces me with my other symptoms it’s the tumor pressing against it. i have constant burps, flatulence and hiccups most of the time too! i have health anxiety i know i do but surely all of
those symptoms can’t be caused by it? i just feel like i’ve got something wrong but the tests showed i was fine. i eat healthy all the time plus i go to the gym and i’m in good shape even though i have partied hard throughout the years! it’s getting that crazy though i’m even feeling my ribs see if one sticks out more than the other or my neck thinking one side hangs lower than the other! i went to the doctors thinking i had a lump under my ear in my neck and he couldn’t even find one lol. i also urinate loads too which make a me
think i’ve got diabetes, always hearing mad sounds in my body! i know i’ve got health anxiety but what if i’ve also got a physical illness that the doctors have missed i just dunno
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