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I'm so fed up.
I wish I could go back a couple of years and be the care free teenager I used to be, I used to be so happy and I didn't care about my health.
Now it's all I think about.
I get nervous about drinking coffee?! It's ridiculous! I was up until 4 in the morning scared to sleep because I felt like my heart was beating a bit faster then normal.
I remember my first panic attack 2 years ago after i'd been drinking for a couple of days, I never knew that was the start of a horrible journey of anxiety.
I just feel like I need to rant, i'm sick and tired of being scared of things that shouldn't scare me.
I'm only 19 and i'm convinced i'm moments away from dying, I just want my old self back
I'm hoping joining this forum will be theraputic and help me I suppose.
Sorry, I'm just getting a bit frustrated with it all now!
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