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Hi, im really hoping someone can help me or relate to my issues cause it is ruining my life! I am 28 years old and have been suffering with depression for about 5 years now but ever since i can remember i have always worried about death and any symptom i have i convince myself it is serious and worry even more! for the past 6 months i have been at the doctors nearly every week with symptoms that i feel are pretty serious but without doing any checks the Drs reassure me i am fine but how do they know? my latest symptoms are a pain just below my right shoulder blade on and off chest pain and shortness of breath whichh has latest for about 10 weeks. the dr said it was probably a muscular pain and if doesnt go in 3 weeks then come back, that was 6 weeks ago and obviously i went back to any dr that coud see me and they passed if off as muscular aswell because on that perticular day it was better but has since gott worse! so still no checks... i have started getting head aches also which admittedly isnt abnormal they are usually on and off i have also been going deaf in one ear and hearing a high pitched tone, my bones have been aching for a long time too, about 12 months, in my legs i get shooting pains in random places and i feel very weak quite alot like i am about 40 years older than i am! i am classed as obese i am nearly 17 st and 6ft so this could be due to being unhealthy? my diet is normal i would say although i have abused my body with crap. i have stopped smoking but i ocassionally binge smoke, i drink alcohhol and the big one..I take cocaine when i go out. i am not proud of this and it is something i am trying to stay away from as i want to be healthy. about 3 weeks ago something amazing happened and i seen everything in a different light and my depression just went, since then i was positive and everything seemed brighter till about 3 days ago and my depression came back. my home life is stressful, my relationship is stressful so it doesnt help but nothing has changed except my symptoms in the past 3 weeks so why do i feel like this again? im sorry to anyone reading this i am so complicated i dont even know what i expect to achieve from this i guess i just need people who can relate to talk to really.
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