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I'm going out of my mind worrying that I have cancer! One minute I'll think 'no way youve got cancer' then instantly the panic sets in that I have. I wake up worrying, I spend ALL DAY worrying, and I go to sleep worrying. I'm exhausted.
I have a swollen node in my groin and neck and one behind my ear. I'm literally driving myself mad!
Been to GP several times in tears, yesterday he finally said 'I really do t think there's anything to worry about. I wouldn't usually send someone for tests with this, but I can see how it's affecting you, so I will'. I'm not convinced he wasn't just saying that to calm me down?!
I had blood done yesterday(results tomorrow/Friday) just waiting for an apt for an ultrasound.
I'm taking citalopram(day 7) and I've never felt worse. I want this over. I want to feel normal again and enjoy my life, not just exist. I've lost weight because I just don't want to eat. I do t want to do anything!
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