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It's been a while since I've been on here because I've been doing so well. I got over my MS fear and told myself I was being crazy and the symptoms totally went. and I've been anxiety free for about 2-3 weeks now which has been awesome considering I was anxious every single day.
But it's slowly creeping back in , the health anxiety. I am now convinced that I have leukemia. I don't know what else would be an explanation. I hate this.
- My right lymph node in my neck is swollen and had been for about 2-3 months now. I have no sore throat or anything.
- I have these weird tiny little purple dots on my arms - not many but there seems to be more n more appearing, I think. I dunno I don't trust my judgment anymore.
- very achy bones / muscles or whatever. My shoulder blades hurt loads and my knees. I'm 20 years old and I shouldn't ache as much as I do... Plus with my ahoukder blades it feels like the bone is aching
That's it really. I have no bruising and my blood isn't a funny colour. I cut my finger the other day and It bled for a while but not loads. I have fatigue but I can stay awake and do things. - these are the positives I keep trying to focus on as I am not showing these symptoms.
But it's not working.
Sorry for the rant! X
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