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Hi...I so hope here's somebody that can relate or help. I am a 24 year old mommy and I am so so scared about everything.
Firstly where it started when I was 19 I started feeling weird and "foggy" went to dr was diagnosed with anxiety. After that it went wonderful for 4 years. One day I felt a lump in my left breast long stressful horrible story short had it biopsied it was a fibroadenoma I was told to monitor it, March this year went back to do a sonogram now there is 2 more . I tried to accept its only fibroadenoma but couldn't help to panic, now I have this dull deep pain in my left arm and ribs (not unbearable) when im busy I dont even notice it, according to dr google I have cancer... its horrifying this I am dealing with im sure I have a phobia because my Mother always made me believe she has cancer and is gonna die.. she is still alive and well with no chemo both her breasts a slight cut on her nipple where "they took out the cancer" according to her.. she does lie about almost everything so I cant really believe her but it scares me in so many ways!! My dr is so sick of me I can tell he has sent me so a surgeon to remove the fibroadenoma only for my piece of mind but I do not want to wake up sleeping dogs if its not harmfull.
Am so stressed it feels like as soon as everything is well for a month or so I start to stress again its a vicious cycle I am struggling to break, and the numb pains are not helping im not sure if im imagining it.
Please help ♡♡
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