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Am new on here, don't really know what to do. I suffer real bad anxiety ad it all started when my eldest son was 8 weeks old (he was seriously ill needed an op) he's fine happy healthy little boy now. As well as his little sister. I've always obsessed with the kids health now it seems to be mine. I "think" I found a lump in my left breast (wich is larger and denser than my right) I saw gp she said she could feel two (anxiety through the roof) I've been getting pain in this breast (but when I'm not thinking about it it doesn't hurt?!) anyway gp said come back in a month could be hormonal and that my breast looked healthy. So I left a bit unsure. So that was about a week ago and last night when I was working I noticed my nipple was itching then I stopped and thought hang on it's itched a few times now. So I was rushing to the toilets every 20mins or so checking my breasts and now I'm sure my nipple looks different from the "good breast" an feels sore. Well I've practically had a breakdown today as I've convinced myself I have pagets Breast or some other type of breast cancer. I can't stop thinking about it my nipple is sore my tummy is upset from anxiety I feel sick I can't function at all. I'm due to go on holiday for a week on Wednesday (child free with the hubby) how am I supposed to enjoy myself? A week away is a week where I could be getting tests and/or treatment what If a week makes all the difference between life an death? I'm terrified how would my children cope with me no longer around?im going to drs again in the morning and demand a scan of some sort I need to know I'm not dying! Can your body produce symptoms such as breast/nipple pain if your constantly worried about bc? I'm 26 and you probably think I'm mad but I can't function I don't enjoy being like this ;-( anyone in same boat?
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