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I decided to come on here as I'm just devastated by my boyfriends decision to end our relationship after 2.5 years which have been tough on us both but me especially. I manag d to get him into recovery with a small amount of help from his family late on in our relationship for help with drugs and alcohol and he was only 4 months sober and decided he couldn't be in a relationship currently as needed to find out about himself as a sober clean person and how could he love someone when he can't love himself. I'm completely taken by surprise and heartbroken as never thought this would happen with all the effort put in throughout the years and the stronger bond because of everything we have been through. People tell me I'm better off but I still believe in him and in us and still want a future for us even if I have to wait to get it from him. People also say I've been the best thing in his life as would still be using if I hadn't had done everything I had for him. We said we'd be friends but yet I've not heard or seen from him since Friday.....its 2 weeks this Wednesday since he broke up with me. I'm just torn and emotional. Don't know what to do for the best all I think about is him and am I living in false hope for something I'll never get back???
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