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Hi everyone who has been following my posts. Sorry I have not been around for a while but I have had the worst time of my life. Nothing helped and I have been down to the very depths this time. I am back on Gabapentine 900 mg three times a day having gone through some serious tweaking of my meds in an attempt to get me off this medication and on to topiramate. Thankfully I am almost back to how I was before all this. I am told this will continue for a year unless things deteriorate. I always say i feel i am going to die and this is really how it is, as everyone who suffers migraine already knows. I have atypical migraine. for the last 2 weeks i have been going round with a cleaver in my head and a screwdriver through my left ear. I have not slept, waking with nausea and extremely psychotic. i thought I was going to be sectioned. I am still quite depressed and drained by all this. I have seriously wanted to kill myself and would have done so if it was not for my family. I would like to give hope to anyone out there going through the same. We all suffer different symptoms and different levels of pain. We have all suffered for varying time spans. I do wonder if there is anyone out there who has found a cure for themselves, or perhaps something which contributes towards pain alleviation. Those of you who have contacted me in the past, I hope you are all doing okay. Best wishes to all. (no i am not bipolar - just glad to be back from the brink). xx
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