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I feel so stupid for feeling this way, i know that there people that are worse off than me. I've been on citalopram for almost 5 months now and im not feeling much of an affect, im still constantly down, and thinking suicidal thoughts, i don't think i would every hurt myself, but the thoughts are always with me. Im not after attention, i've never liked much attention, i just don't know what to do with myself half the time, my ex doesn't want to know me, just thinks i should pull myself together and has just move on, thing is my low thoughts have been with me for a very long time, and when he finished with me it just brought everything to light, and i could see that i have had problems for a long time, i wish he could see it though. I just think im i just lazy, why can't i pull myself together, how do i stop the thoughts of wanting to kill myself??
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