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So I smoked weed with my friends on April 9th 2016, & I had a 4 hour panic attack that changed the way I look at life now. After it all happen it traumatized me and I was like why did that happen and how and I wanted to know so I googled it. It was anxiety and panic attack. It's currently August 4th 2016 and these past 4 or 5 months have been the wost in my life. I've had anxiety attacks so many times like it took me to thinking that I'm going mentally crazy they gave me pills to calm my nerves but I don't want to be addicted to them. My mind is a mess I literally feel like I'm not me that I'm lost in my own world. I don't know how to actually explain it very much but I don't even cry anymore during my anxiety attacks I just shake and I get really jumpy and I can't speak right. I really am scared that this is schichophrenia because I searched up what it was and realized it's a development through out life my mind is a total mess and all I wanna do is sleep all day so I just don't think anymore to escape from thinking myself to these horrible things. I shake when I think of it being it I need help. I just can't stand feeling like I have anxiety and other things and at thus point I'm just like what is really going on with me I need an answer.
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