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live in constant discomfort and pain.due to a 7cm x 7cm cyst (that was last measured June 2017) My symptoms- bloating- feeling full- pain in right hand side of my groin which radiates down my leg- heartburn- feeling sick- bowels feel sluggish- holding in a pee can cause me pain- I've gained weight and feel extra spotty.
If I am extra active in a day my belly will sweal up and my lower abdomen and lower back will be in a lot of pain. If I push on my stomach it instantly hurts and I start to feel sick. Most days I just look like I'm pregnant which is very frustrating when people assume I am which is a kick in the teeth considering I can't even have children. I don't have sex anymore since it was to uncomftable and would make me super bloated afterwards. Which didn't just cause me pain and discomfort but also made my husband feel guilty. So Sex is non exsistant now. I'm pretty sure 34 year old women should be allowed to enjoy an active Sex life.
Since having my hysterectomy 2014 I feel it's completely debilitated my life. I regret having the surgery and wish I just let the cancer take me. I'm not just being physically affected but mentally affected. I absolutely hate my body and being alive generally.
When I was told I could have surgery the hope of possibly feeling better was relieving. Then the day before surgery it was cancelled. I was supposed to receive a call the next day to arrange an emergency appointment to discuss our options. That was March 14th 2017 it's now January 20th 2018.
I tried to call to no avail. I'm so sick of feeling like this. I don't know what to do anymore. I just want to end it all. How do I fix this?
Thanks for taking the time to read
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