Here we are again, lonely as can be...together !

I did not abuse you.  I am not abusing you.  I will not abuse you.  

I did not agree with you.  

I wish you well. 

I counted the"I"s.   Fair enough !

Alonangel 🎇

P.S. Unwell plus alcohol dependent.  Fragile soul. Sorry for myself and sorry for everyone else.

Hello Patricia,

I hope you are well.  I tend to get over anxious about everything.  My health is not great... apart from the alcohol struggle.  I am stressed out by the Selincro effect, now.  Sometimes I must come across as me, me, me. I am trying to identify with others.  If I can answer any questions for you, please ask.

All good wishes,

Alonangel 🎇

Hi patricia

just wanted to say that I don't understand how in anyway you could have offended the op. We all have problems, but when someone is rude and abusive to advice you kindly offered, then where do we go? Perhaps it wasn't the answer the op wanted to hear. Truth is always hard.

What on earth are you on about ?

Are you are you getting at me?

What on earth have I done to you, or to Patricia?

I wish I was dead.

I am going to the shop for A Lot of Alcohol.  CHEERS !

Stick the knife elsewhere.  I will not feel it.  I will not feel anything. 

This Forum is ruined by judgemental people.  Why are you posting?  Who are you trying to help.  Are you mad, or bad ?

Do you take drugs as well as alcohol? Your reply does not make sense. I was upset, not rude or abusive. I hope you can hear the truth. You are making things worse.  

Hi do not listen to what everyone says on site ,remember we are on site for a reason, we love u , don't care about the bad apples on site, some will be drunk.

Thank you, Richardt 😀

Yes, they will.... and one came on a couple of days ago (drunk or not); I think it was a wind up.

Let's watch out for those people too.

How right you are - don't believe everything.

Hi, neither do I - to you or patriica, There's something awry somewhere. It seems to me that 30000000 needs lots of help but we need something to focus on.

Some postees reply to 30000000 but the reply goes to alon; confusing to me.

vicklou, I'm still a relative newcomer; what do you mean when you say op?

i simply haven't seen anything negative or abusive to (op) - something doesn't fit. 

 

Hi colin. Oooooo is alonangel I think and op is short for other person I think too !!

Thank you.

Op meaning the opening poster I.e person opening the post, the discussion, or asking the question. Probably I used the wrong expression on this forum.

I was merely saying I didn't feel Patricia had been abusive to anyone. I'm a bit confused as to who is who!

Hi Vickiilou. Thanks for that re op ! Hope you're doing ok x

Thanks for making that clear. I haven't  read any abusive comments from anyone including patricia. If there were, I'm sure they would be moderated anyway.

I had posts deleted because they were part of a thread that didn't seem suitable to the moderator. I thought my posts were valuable (well, I would, wouldn't I?) but the moderator explained to me that I'd said nothing wrong but the whole thread had to go.

Misssy says....... take the high road. I agree.

Best wishes whatever you do.

 

 

 

Sorry, that last sentence was to Alon - not you

Hello Colin.  I am sorry about the confusion I caused you.  OOOOOOO was me trying to leave , after blanking details etc.  I am a lost cause. No fight in me against the demon drink.  I just can't cope.  Everything hurts me.  Life worthless.  

Thank you for caring and advice.

Blessings,

Alonangel

Think .

Think about what?

You said you didn't know who was who. Think... was about that. I have already explained myself to others. So, just read. 

I really don't know why you have to be so abrupt. I'm struggling at the moment too and have been upset by certain comments. So to be told "think, so just read" not helpful. I will stay off the forum for a while as I seem to upset and annoy people.

Hello vickylou.  I was abrupt because I was very hurt by your comments, previously.  I was not going to reply to your question.  Then, I just thought that answering might help clear up misunderstandings.  It took a lot for me to Post on the Forum, in the first place.  I have removed myself from it , twice.  I am back again because we all need each other.  We are far from perfect.  We are struggling... that is what we have in common. Yet, we are all different and unique.  We are on this Forum looking for help and also trying to help others.   

Well, I hope any possible misunderstandings have been helped.  I am just sticking with this.  I think you should too.  We are all learning, as we go.

Alonangel(OOOOOOO)

Hi ladies that's good, acting like grown ups, we all need each other, we are stronger together.

Thanks, Richardt.  I need to get with the grown- up thing as I am actually getting old... don't tell everyone !  Oh dear, age issue to add to the mixture. 

Alonangel 🎇

Hi Vickylou. Really sad to hear you are struggling again. You've done so well in the past and written some powerful posts, which have helped me many times. Get the naltrexone started asap. Please don't stop posting, we need you and you need us in this battle against the demon. You can do it, you know you can and you've done it before. Just take that first step...

Best wishes xx

Thanks for that paper fairy. Am sober, just not feeling very good. Will keep posting and glad to hear you're doing well xx

Glad you're not drinking. Hope you feel better soon. Hate depression xx

No I don't take drugs to answer your question. Don't want anyone thinking I'm on drugs.

Hello Vickylou,

Thank you for answering.  I am sorry that I asked.  I was very upset.  I take several Prescription Drugs, as well as Alcohol.  Very bad mix.

I was glad to read that you are not drinking, just now. I hope you feel better, soon.

Alonangel(OOOOOOO)