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I think I have herpes because I have an itchy rectum? I had testicular cancer when I was 18 and had a proesthetic testicle put in. I was there scared to have a relationship because this made me self conscious. I do not have outbreaks but my penis is scarred around where I urinate from. It has caused me depression for years and suicidal thoughts. I had one night stands and was mostly safe but got drunk. I am extremely self conscious about the scars! I want to die! I don't want to die a lonely old man. If I meet a pretty girl she will run a mile if I am honest and I have feelings of guilt but always try to be safe. Please help, any advice?
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