herpes?? *pictures*

Ya, It's herpes. I suggested this when you posted pictures five days ago. Get off the net and go see a doctor who will give you proper medication to control pain and spead of your STI.

OK, so I'm freaking out. My boyfriend and I have unprotected sex always we first had sex las October we use protection but not after I always felt sore and felt like I had cuts after that nothing to freak out since I supposed it was dryness since he can be really rough. There was a time that I was in a lot of pain and felt like I had cuts but nothing visible and I guessed that I got burned with NY shaving cream, since I was in a rush left it on longer than I was supposed to and this I felt right away after shaving before sex. Moving forward my boyfriend and I broke up for a month, but didn't see each other until 2 months since I was away for work. I got back shaved got burned again and almost around my butt H as well didn't see anything until a couple if days after sex. When I checked I had a open cut like when you burn your skin and a layer of skin comes off that's exactly what it looked like again no big deal I shaved and got burned and it looked like a burn, until 4 days ago I'm feeling this pain and was freaking out because I didn't shave, in fact have not in the past 4 months since my boyfriend is away. It looks exactly like the previous one I had, it looks nothing like the pics posted here or nothing I found on Google. I want to cry because it just might be herpes at least that's what I'm putting in my head so once is confirmed by a doctor I Dont take the news as harsh. I even had a talk with my boyfriend about it in my head I'm very heartbroken and devastated since there's no cure so is a life sentence if my bf and I don't stay together forever how am I to have a relationship with someone else when I know we have to have the whole I have herpes talk, this is just unfair .

Here is a link to the pic I apologize for the pubs in advance and thanks for anything you can share with me