Hi please help
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Hi everyone I've been suffering with anxiety and health anxiety and panic disorder for a few months now and I'm struggling so bad! I lost my nan who was my mother figure a year ago and only recently major anxiety issues have come flooding in I don't know if that was the trigger or If it's other things. I've been to the doctors I explained how I felt and got purscribed diazepam 2mg and fluoxetine. I took them once and had a major panic attack because I convince myself the side effects will kill me or I'll be allergic to something in them so I can't take any medication other than kalms even on them I panic and they don't really work. I had an ecg and one blood test and they came back clear I also had a second ecg when I had cold symptoms and convinced myself it was something sinister so had another major panic attack and called an ambulance after googling my symptoms and it came back heart disease it was the worst feeling I've ever had I was certain I was going to die and I'm only 18 years old. Everyday I wake up anxious, I have anxiety attacks all through the day and constant health anxiety any slight tingle or sensation that don't feel right I'm in a state. Then in the nights I usually have panic attacks going to sleep thinking I won't wake up I try to monitor my every heart beat and it feels abnormal all the time I often feel like my heart skips a beat and it frightens me so much along with the racing heart, sweats (hot and cold) shaking and constant dizziness and blurry vision my chest also feels so tight and like I can't breathe in! It's taking over my life I never see my friends anymore because I don't know when a bad one is going to strike and it's hard because in high school I loved my life I was so outgoing wanting to party and be out but now I'm even scared of alcohol as I feel not in control of my body as it is and to go from being that type of person to this one I don't know what to do with myself I feel like I'm loosing sanity. I live with my boyfriend and feel like he gets annoyed with it and misses the old me like I do but he of course doesn't understand as he doesn't suffer from it. My biggest fear is dying and I constantly feel on the verge of death it's awful! Plus my family network isn't strong. Also I was wondering if it's possible to get a brain scan off the nhs as that might help a bit if I know there's no Tumour? I'm sorry this message is so long I just don't know where else to turn! I'd be so grateful for any reply x
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lee12629 charlotte16572
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sue58256 charlotte16572
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Suzybobs sue58256
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Although never went away completely, over the last few months I have been experiencing the same things again and if anything more frequent ,the worst one being today, I am beginning to feel like i can,t control them as well .I don,t know what triggers these attacks but I do seem to worry more about my health(I am now 68)and the passing of friends and family.I don,t really want to go down the route of taking medication but wonder if this will ease the symptoms.I have done a lot of the things you have suggested , cutting out caffeine , drinking herbal tea. I joined a gym as exercise is supposed to help but nothing seems to stop the anxiety.My husband/family are very supportive but hard for them to understand how you really feel that's why I thought I would contact people who really understand my symptoms and could offer some friendly advice . Thank you or listening.
lee12629 Suzybobs
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tess33005 charlotte16572
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Could you give the medication another try - the side-effects, if you get any, will definitely not kill you. Try to overcome this feeling and take the meds. Love Tess
Jumping_cat charlotte16572
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Somehow you have to break the circle . What I mean is to get help you need to take the pills which at first you will get side affects . I've been on sertaline now for 2 years and I also used to freak out at the slightest symptom. You need to keep telling yourself every second its a side effect to battle through to let the tablets help. I find diazpam and sertaline work well. I'm at the stage now where I'm just chill out and relax and can see how silly I was . Don't forget your stressing yourself. Give the meds chance so it helps they help . If you can convince yourself theres a problem you can convince yourself theres not ..
Good luck