Ho Ho Ho
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So its that time of year again. Christmas, the happiest time of the year??
For some, maybe, but for me unfortunately not. I enjoy the build up with people generally being more cheerful and I like to frauduantly join in with the necessary festivities. But the truth is, it's the worse time of the year for me. Too many bad memories that I can't stop resurfacing. This year has been a real struggle and I'm failing fast. Meds changed, dosage up-ed, sedation added and I still feel so very down. Nobody really understands or wants to listen. Is it all worth it really? I want to stop feeling this way but whats the answer??? I cannot burden my wife with my thoughts or feelings because she has been seriously ill and I need to be there for her. Vicious circle!
Anyway, to any or all that take the time to read this, I just wanted to say from 1 person with depression to another, Best wishes and I truely hope you find your answers to a better, happier life. Merry Christmas.
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eric32307 deaver
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mark01943 deaver
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You are not alone. There are many,many people who feel the same way at this time of year
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Hope things weren't too bad for you.