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hi, I just don't know. Everyday seems the same. Nothing means anything life sucks. I just don't know what to do.i can hardly leave the house and when I do it's seems pointless. My health has taken over. When I get medicated and relieve some of the pain I am zombie when I'm not medicated I'm in to much pain to do anything. I can't talk to people in person because I usually break down emotionally. My family is so numb to my situation it's like they don't care anymore. I guess I just can't adjust to my life outside the hospital and I have nowhere to turn. My happiness is when I get emails from these forum,sad! It's like life is already over it doesn't matter what day it is or what time it is. I spend most of my days paying online solitaire. I really don't know how much more of this I can take. Hopelessness! Oh well, that's how I fell
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