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So beginning of November I got Increased to 40mg and been on that since then. Took many weeks to feel ok and been having better days for almost a month but this last week I wake feeling anxious and feel anxious throughout the day again and today feeling really down and crying on and off. Just the weeks before I felt great and now I can't stop thinking about anxiety and how bad it was before. This is exactly around the same time last year that my really bad Anxiety started and last April 5th around is when I got prescribed to take citalopram, 10mg then 20mg, to eventually 30 and then 40. I don't know if me thinking about it being the same time of year when all this began horribly for me is causing this or the fact Friday would have been my dad's 65th birthday and it's been almost 10 years since he passed (which had caused my anxiety to begin really affecting my life when he died) or the fact I have many cake orders coming up (I bake and decorate cakes from home and been getting lots of orders which is great but I constantly put myself down me stress that I will do a bad job and people won't like it... So far people have loved the work I have done so I don't know why I have to be so hard on myself) sorry writing so much. Just feeling alone right now.
I just want to not feel anxious for nothing anymore and being afraid and sad. Hoping this is just a blip even though it's been almost 5 months since my 40mg increase.. the meds worked wonders for my last summer til I had a bad 4-5 weeks and my doc increased me
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