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Like many others suffering from deep depression i would not wish the condition on anyone. For me personally it has got to the stage where i think about different problems from when i awake until
i go to sleep usually in the early hours. I am usually mute everyday and cannot face anything at all away from this sad isolated existence. I am on antidepressants ( CITILOPRAM) which i was originally given for anxiety. I have been back to the doctors today which was a real effort who suggested i go from 10 mg to 20 mg. I don't intend to up the dose as i think i believe they make depression worse. I feel i just don't want to live anymore and in total despair. My family feel like strangers to me etc.
SO SO LOST. Sorry to write so confusingly
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