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Hi everyone..my name is terri. Im 21 one and just now became a member of this.. ive been feeling depressed for as long as I can remember, and I feel guilty for it. I have a roof over my head and I have a bed to sleep in. I should be grateful. I have a loving partner, (who doesnt know that im depressed because im worried it would change how he feels about me) and nice things but I am so unhappy. Every time I wake up it feels like a struggle to live another day. Everyone sees me as a happy go lucky, bubbly girl, but im miserable. I self harmed when I was 12 anf havent done since. But today I thought about doing it. And its hard to try to convince myself not to now. I want to feel happy. Or even anything otber than this. Am I just being negative and silly? Or does someone finally understand where I'm coming from??
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