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To cut a long story short I've been married for 22 years with the usual issues and problems but when I'm well things have been ok between us.
i have probably been going down hill for 12 months or so and had thoughts of leaving on and off but never seriously (well maybe once or twice when I've had big grief).
When my anxiety kicked in due to work things and other stuff so did my depression and I've been haunted and totally obsessed with the thoughts Id had of leaving and whether I'd be better off leaving, I've interrogated! Questioned, analysed the whole lot and tortured myself over them ast 8 weeks, I couldn't see the future as being back to normal as all I see or saw normal was bleek and unhappy and that I don't love my wife although I do care for her very much.
Its fuelled my anxiety and now I'm Severly depressed.
Has anyone any advise or can offer reassurances on how I'm feeling and perceiving things and has anyone been through or felt the same thing, I'm I listening too much to my anxiety and depression?
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