How I survived, researched, and overcame Trigeminal Neuralgia
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I'm going to tell my story so it will be kind of long, but has a great end ing..promise;-). In 2011, at age 29, I noticed a sharp pain when I brushed my teeth. At the time, like many others, I assumed it was dental related. I went to the dentist and they found nothing wrong. As the weeks went on, the pain started happening when I talked, brushed, washed my face, clenched my teeth, slept, smiled, if the wind blew hard, etc. It was the WORST pain of my life. It felt like an electric shock going off in my the left side of my face by my jaw. Sometimes the pain would be just a quick stab, and other times the pain would vibrate through my face and all I could do was stop all motion and wait until it passed. I would even wake up out of my sleep sometimes from the pain if I accidentally turned on my left side. The pain would last for weeks then go away for a week and I thought it was over. BIG MISTAKE! It came back with a vengeance.
After many painful days and nights, I started looking up my symptoms on the internet (yeah for Google) and the same diagnosis kept coming up..Trigeminal Neuralgia. I was confused because although my symptoms matched, it said that this disease usually showed itself in older individuals and I was only 29. I made an appointment with my physician and after cruelly poking my facing with his finger after I told him my symptoms, he confirmed that although it was rare for my age, I had TN. He prescribed me a steroid prescription and sent me on my way. No further explanation. If I had not already researched this, I would have been lost. So I took the pills, and besides making me gain a couple pounds, the pain remained. By now, I had researched so much about TN, I felt like an expert. I called my physician and asked to be referred to a Neurologist.
Long story short on this part, Before the Neurologist saw me , he sent me to get MRI which was clean so no MS and he spent all of three minutes seeing me, told me I had TN, gave me a prescription for TEGRETOL, and sent me on my way. No further explanation about my disease. He failed to tell me that the Tegretol would make me CRAZY!!!!!!!!! I am a teacher and the Tegretol had me so nuts, some days I couldn't even function. I have a 2 1/2 yr old and between the Tegretol and pain, I'm sure I was a pain for my child.
The Tegretol did help a little but I could not see myself having to live the rest of my life on Tegretol. It would have been HELL!!! I had already researched Gamma Ray treatment and surgery to cut skull open and put something in between nerve and blood vessel. Both did not appeal to me.
THIS IS WHEN IT GETS GOOD!!! I live in Alabama (US) and one day when I was researching, I saw that a Neurosurgeon in Birmingham, AL, Dr. Swaid N. Swaid does something called CYBERKNIFE TREATMENT. CYBERKNIFE is a non invasive radio surgery that is used to treat everything from cancerous and non cancerous tumors and TRIGEMINAL NEURALGIA!!! It beams a high dose of radiation to the area that precisely goes to the spot needed. I felt like this was my only hope. I called to make an appointment and luckily, a referral was not needed since my Dr. and Neurologist were of no help. I went to see Dr. Swaid the next month and he was the first Dr. to sit down and explain exactly what I had and the treatment options. Because of my age, he thought the brain surgery was better but I told him that I would rather do the Cyberknife. The brain surgery, besides be invasive, would make me have to take 2-3 weeks to recuperate while Cyberknife, I would go into treatment 1-5 times, depending on my xray of my nerves and lay on the table for 45 minutes and left the robot do it's thing and get up and be just fine. No pain, no cutting!
Made my appointment for Cyberknife, went in to talk to Radiologist who told me Cyberknife was just as good as the invasive method. He actually drew me a picture to describe what was going on in my face and told me that I was suffering from Trigeminal Neuralgia in my 3rd trigeminal nerve (the one by the lower jawline). After they looked at my
Xray, they decided I only needed one treatment. They made a mold of my face that is like a net they had to put on my face to keep me prefectly still. I laid on the table, listened to the music of my choice, and listened to the robotic arm buzz over my face for @ 40 minutes. Got up and was on my way. I was warned that the results would not be
immediate. The radiation slowly kills the nerve that is being affected. But month after month, sure enough, the pain became less and less. I went to see Dr. Swaid every 3 month for the next 9 months. He said by the 6th month, if the pain was gone, most likely it would be gone forever. The only side effect I have is that sometimes when I chew on that side of my face, because the nerve was killed, I get a little painless tightening in my jaw (like lock jaw) for a few seconds. I laugh because I'll take that anyday over TN and it only happens usually when I chew something really tough on that side
I have been pain free for about a year now but I'll never forget the worst part of my life. I encourage anyone dealing with TN TO DO YOUR RESEARCH and do what is best for you. If you have a Hospital that offers Cyberknife in your area, I encourage you to look into it. Never give up hope that you can't overcome this and know that there are others that have had to deal with this too....You DO NOT have to settle for taking medication for this disease for the rest of your life! RESEARCH, RESEARCH RESEARCH. God Bless!!!
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esti23 IsurvivedTN
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I got T.N 2 years ago and I think about killing myself everyday. I get electric shocks and burning on the right side of my face. I take Oxtellar XR 600mg and it helps, but as soon as I chew and attempt to clean my tongue I am in pain. I have been depressed for several years and having T.N has made my depression and anxiety worse. I am going to kill myself soon, I am in HelI. I wish there was a cure for this. I know surgery is a option but the pain comes back 100 times worse. I'm better off dead.
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lee12629 esti23
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Hi esti,since my friends tn became worse ive been watching people who've made videos of this awful condition on youtube. There is hope,other then the gamma knife procedure my friend had,there was a lady on the site that had horrible tn. After much research and not being able to take the pain,she opted for cyber knife,which is different from the gamma knife,she is now giving lectures on tn and trying to raise money for tesesrch,she claims to be 100 percent free of pain and claims the procedure was painless. Have you looked into any treatments besides meds. I feel so bad for what you are going through,i had no idea how horribly painful it was til i watched videos that people made durring an attack. Please dont give up. There is hope. Xx
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marianne73585 esti23
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Hi esti23. I have had your problem on the left side of my face for 5 years and I went to 4 different dentists and none of them knew what I was going on about, so then I googled my symptoms and discovered this problem. I have pain every day, every minute on the left hand side of my face which means I cannot touch my left side face and it hurts all the time. So I went to the doctor with my symptoms and she agreed with my symptoms, put me on cabar??? . Since then my teeth and face don't hurt unless I eat or clean my teeth and when I do these things it's excrutiating pain, although the pain seems to drift off when I carry on. I carry on eating and doing my normal things because I feel angry that I have a problem like this when I shouldn't and I feel that I'm not going to let the pain stop me from doing normal things. I have heard of Maxilofacial because I used to work in the NHS so I asked my doctor if I could go there, so after a push, she referred me to my local hospital and I've just been there, but unfortunately he just increased my pills, so I'm going to keep an eye on my meals and cleaning my teeth for when the pain is there and I have to go back to the doctor to ask where we go from here, because I'm not giving up, I want my pain cured, they are the professionals getting paid an enormous amount of money, retiring early, so I want my money's worth and I want my problem cured. I also don't want to stay on pills for the rest of my life, so esti23, don't keep feeling like that, get to the doctor and make them sort you out, it's what they are paid to do.
marianne73585 lee12629
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Hi Lee
My consultant at the hospital doesn't believe in gamma knife or cyber knife, or clycol injections every 2 or 3 years. He's told me to take the highest amount of pills and see him in 1 month's time. I've told him that I don't want to spend the rest of my life on piils. When I saw him, I was pain free because I was taking pills, but I told him the pain is still there when I eat and I just ignore the pain and eventually it goes away.
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Gatubelagto IsurvivedTN
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marianne73585 Gatubelagto
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With the pills it only hurts when I clean my teeth and it's excruiating pain when I eat and then the pain slows down, but I've made another appointment to see the doctor because the consultant says that I have to take 1600 - the maximum - and then he said he would see what that does, but the thing is, if I'm on 1600 then I'm going to go in there without any pain at all and I'm going to say everything is okay and he will dismiss me. Since I saw the consultant recently, he wants to see me in a month's time, but I would have thought it would be best for him to see me in the pain. He wrote to my doctor to say that I didn't have an attack when he saw me, but he wouldn't would he because I'm taking these pills and at the moment, I'm only in pain when I eat and clean my teeth. It makes me feel that the NHS is very corrupt or these people, with all their qualifications behind their name don't know their job. I feel like you and I don't know what to do about it. I don't want to keep taking these pills for the rest of my life.
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marianne73585 renay23174
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I'm not in America, I'm in useless Britain who can't afford the NHS because we are spending too much on aid for countries that don't want our money. So I'm stuffed then.
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marianne73585 renay23174
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I certainly need one of those. I have just received a letter today from my GP wanting to know how I got on with the consultant in the hospital, well I have a thing or two to say to her on Wednesday when she phones me (I'm on her waiting list for a call, because it's quicker than having an appointment, so the receptionist said). It will lead to no avail. I am shortly going to be self-employed as well, in a couple of months' time, so I will not even be able to afford my prescription. The doctor did agree to double my amount of pills on the prescription so it lasts 6 months while I get going with my business. I just hope everything falls into place, seeing as everyone in the NHS is useless.
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Sasha8101 renay23174
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Please do share your experience and knowledge - particularly with regard to your MRI scan. I'm waiting for my MRI appointment and so would find your input extremely helpful!
renay23174 Sasha8101
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I Hadon't two types of mri's. I had the option of mvd surgery other the cyberknife. I took option of mvd and he also did a section of cyberknife. I am a week out on surgery. Thst horrible pain is gone. I can eat and drink again with no pain.
Sasha8101 renay23174
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That's wonderful news! I'm so pleased that the surgery went well and that you're no longer in any pain. You must feel like a new person!
I hope that the healing process goes well and look forward to sharing your thoughts on what you had done, once you're feeling better.
Wonderful, positive news!
Sasha
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