How one meditation song, destoyed my entire brain

(sorry for the typo)

Let me say this now, i dont know if this is a tumour or not.

I dont even know what i'm dealing with. its hard to explain.

But let me try it anyways...

For the last few weeks i've been dealing with a lot of weird things surounding my brain or my head.

It started when i was listening to meditation music online, one video was called DMT music.

I was really naive, i did not knew what was going to happen. After all DMT is a drug.

Anyways... when listened to the music i started to get a weird green static in my eyes.

Soon later my head was swirling and the whole room was tilting and rotating.

I was scared and couldn't sleep, but after 10 minutes or so i did end up sleeping!

The next day i had a feeling like everything was tilting and objects were moving.

I felt like the world was getting larger and people looked weird.

And on the top of my head i felt a lot of pressure, It felt like my brain was expanding and about to explode.

I was fearfull and had panic attacks, but in the evening it was less intense.

But the next days it came back again and again. ( Btw i do not listen to that song anymore)

After a few days i saw my doctor and he saw that i had vertigo.

So he gave me pills for dizziness and i felt better after a week or so.

But just as i thought i was recovered it came back.

Now i'm stuck in a scary loop or circle.

For 3 weeks i still feel the symptoms, a feeling like my head turns off for a few seconds or that i feel unreal or stuck in a dream and the world is still tilting again.

My temples on my forehead get a pinching feeling.

And sometimes when i wake up i get a feeling like my head is about explode.

All day i feel lightheaded and i see no results.

I'm constantly thinking about my symptoms and i get many panic attacks.

I feel unreal and i can't seem to focus on anything.

Trying to sleep is a nightmare, because i see creepy images and i get strange feelings.

I'm i still high or do i have a tumour?

Is my brain changed forever or will the symptoms go away?

I feel like i'm about to pass out but that never happens.

Does anyone know what i have?

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