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I am so lost in this illness. No Dr. has said how bad he is. He is moody, bi-polar, verbally abusive and nasty at times. At other times is he decent, quiet, distant, has developed a extra over the top love for animals and children. He has always love children but this is over the top. I don't know the difference between what's normal for him and what is the illness or is it all one. I get no love, emotion, empathy, concern, care, presents, just nothing. He is all about him. His needs, his wants, his happiness or unhappiness. According to him I am the source of all his misery. At this point I would gladly leave but money is an issue and we are retired. He has been laid off from one job he had for many years, finally found another job and was fired. We had to use our 401k to survive and get a home and it just goes on and on. I feel like I have give of myself and given up myself to be with him and take care of him. My love is turning to hate and I don't know what to do. I am a Christian woman and pray for answers to this problem. I don't have answers but need some if anyone has any advice. Thanks
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