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Hyper aware with being alive

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kush89665
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ive always had health anxiety and feared the worst in terms of getting ill aswell as having a heart attack has always been one of my fears but a few months ago i stumbled across a video of a baby being born with the heart outside of the body so it was visable and it triggered something in me ever since i saw the video ive been uncomfortable with literally being human the thought and feeling of my heart and having a pulse having bones in me having skin literally the nature of a human being it has effect me terribly im constantly in my head and i feel like now that im fully awareof what i am its scary and i have the sense that i dont want to be alive because i am human also looking at people around me i cant seem to process anything how i use to its like ive only discovered what it is to be human which i dont understand it sounds crazy i know!

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