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For example right now I can't feel parts of my body and it feels like I am moving there and back like a tide, even though im not...
Hi so I am actually really desperate for help now.. Im 15 and I had weed.. I had it 3 times, didn't get high and then i did do get high indeed.. resulted into a panic attack where i couldn't feel my arms, nor mouth and lips, and had chest pain and found it difficult to breathe.. so I ended up in the hospital. I was fine after one or two days. After that, after two weeks it happened my friend brought a joint and said that it was a bad trip and that i should try it again.. I properly inhaled it once, saying that Im scared itll happen again. After like half an hour my mouth went numb, my arms felt light and I knew I was high again. This time though I didn't have a panic attack and then I went home and it slowly faded away... then the following week I had shisha, I puffed a few times then i went because my arms went 'light' again and i felt quite dizzy... on saturday that week i had a coffee and it had a very similar effect... and on sunday afternoon i was sitting on our sofa, watching Tv when suddenly my heartbeat tripled, and i couldnt breathe, I had the same panic attack as I had the first time they took me to the hospital... and so I went to the hospital again.. I stayed there from Sunday evening to Thursday lunch.. throughout the days I was there I felt weak, and every evening I got high, either the room was moving, or I couldn't breathe properly. It was horrible and I was panicing... they said there was nothing physically wrong with me and with that they let me out on Thursday as I mentioned before... Its been three weeks since I was in the hospital and my hands and arms are 'light' and weak, and numb, my legs, head, face, neck and mouth is numb and sometimes I get a panic attack at random, once I was going home and I was almost as if paralyzed, couldnt see the 'in between' movement of things and people and I felt like the world was enclosing on me, like I was trapped. At night I find it hard to sleep and my state worsens when I exercise,run or have a shower. My parents dont believe me now, and I have no idea how I can get to being 'normal' again and I know I need help. Please tell me whats wrong with me and what I should do about it. Thank you.
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