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I have been out with a group of friends tonight, I have enjoyed it but it was abit upsetting. Eight of us when't out, we bet for a drink before we got a taxi down to the restaurant, I had to sit down and not one of them sat beside me. I felt like an outcast, they don't seem to understand my illness. They all are nice people and if I said anything to them the would be upset. I often avoid going out with them to avoid this situation. I hate been different but I can't help it.
I don't like crouds or noise but I know I have to overcome this. Going back three years I was the life and soul of the party. At universaty I was the chairperson for Rag week. I hate the person I am becoming but I can not help it. I can't explain to my friends as I don't want to highlight my weaknesses.
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