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first of all English is not my first language so Please pardon my errors.
I am a working girl who've responisibilty of my family. I am not satify with my job as I didn't got good job because I am from Vernacular medium... My Bf is loving nature but he doubts me he always keep his one eye on my phone and everything else. We are into four year of relationship but he still doubts me .. He always taunts me for my previous broken relation....He decides what I need to wear or not ... He has taken contol over me .. I want to get rid from him but don't know I am not able to do it...My dad is not earning so well... I earn less amount and at the end of day I can't even able to fulfill my basic needs... sometimes I feel .. ending life is best option but I know it's wrong... I am not finding my self satisfy because I am not there where I've imagined 5 years back .. I just want to everyone and everything leave behind and want to leave in peace .. I've tried meditation but nothing is helping me ... I just want to leave everything .. I want to live alone .... Please help me what should I need to do ? I am in extreme depression and doesn't like to talk anyone .. Please help.. I am posting it here with lots of hope ... Please
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