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I just can't seem to be happy. The other day I looked at a picture of my 5 years old self and I just figured out that I have been sad for a long time, I am 31 now.
The problem is at the moment I should be the happiest, I have nothing to complain about and my husband does not get it when I tell him I feel like a failure and a loser.
He has a phD and I have a bachelor. I was supposed to be a doctor but I failed. My parents had a miserable marriage and I think my father is severely depressed ( that's where I got it I think) now they are divorced but I can't seem to let go of it. I was supposed to be a doctor, help my parents, take care of them, but I can't now.
I don't make money, I rely on my husband and I stay home with my infant daughter. My husband does not get it, he says there is nothing in my life that should make me sad but I can't help it.
I was a promising star but ended up afraid inside a house talking to a toddler for the majority of the day.
I need to get past this feeling
I don't k is how, my husband says I suck the life out of him and I look dead. But remember that puffy of me when I was young, I still gave that same look today.
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